tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1268746983441346507.post8308198922800516070..comments2024-02-21T02:19:16.755-08:00Comments on Widow's Voice: Seven Widowed Voices Sharing Love, Loss, and Hope : IndifferentMichele Neff Hernandezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02356589209090780127noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1268746983441346507.post-31348647020239871132009-05-09T06:06:00.000-07:002009-05-09T06:06:00.000-07:00Nicole, I am not where you and Janine are at this ...Nicole, I am not where you and Janine are at this time, but my loss have only been four months, but you have written about my fears. I'm sure both of you were here, where I am on this at one point. I don't want to get to the indifferent. I don't want the thoughts, pain and every other emotion to lessen. Wait, I do, but I don't. Does that make any sense at all. I feel a betrayal to my husband if and when this happens. I think I'm crazy. I hate this pain and lonely feeling. I hate all of this journey. I want it to be over, to lighten up, but when it does, where is My Johnny in my thoughts? I need it to lighten up, to be over, but then I feel like my love for him wasn't enough. This is the most emotional, confusing journey anyone will ever travel. I thank all of you on here who are so willing to share and help. Hugs to you, LorryAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1268746983441346507.post-60666235757211413482009-05-07T12:10:00.000-07:002009-05-07T12:10:00.000-07:00Nicole,
You have written exactly what I am feeling...Nicole,<br />You have written exactly what I am feeling lately. I hate feeling indifferent, but there ya go.<br />It is what it is.<br />And I know that, as you do ..... this too shall pass.<br />Thanks,<br />JanineJaninehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00949809367923657970noreply@blogger.com