In my own skin....

I am on school holidays.
Six weeks (well four really - I spend at least two weeks preparing for the next class). 

.....and despite myself, I am enjoying it.

(now that Christmas is out of the way).

I think this is the first holiday I've truly enjoyed since Greg died.

We haven't done much - family and friends have come to visit, we've been to our local beach a few times, the local shopping malls, the garden, our friends' pool (obviously), and played with our presents from Santa.

I miss Greg all the time, but I catch moments where I am comfortable to be in my own skin. 

...and this is a huge realisation for me.... that I can be on my own and be content.

Not all the time.

But right now, its enough....