Tuesday, January 8, 2013
In my own skin....
I am on school holidays.
Six weeks (well four really - I spend at least two weeks preparing for the next class).
.....and despite myself, I am enjoying it.
(now that Christmas is out of the way).
I think this is the first holiday I've truly enjoyed since Greg died.
We haven't done much - family and friends have come to visit, we've been to our local beach a few times, the local shopping malls, the garden, our friends' pool (obviously), and played with our presents from Santa.
I miss Greg all the time, but I catch moments where I am comfortable to be in my own skin.
...and this is a huge realisation for me.... that I can be on my own and be content.
Not all the time.
But right now, its enough....