Something happened last weekend that awakened me.
It was an AWP Health and Fitness weekend.
We were ending the evening with reiki sessions.
I'd never done reiki, and since leading it, I hadn't planned or set aside time to do so.
A window opened and one of the practitioners had come down, looking ready to depart, and I figured I'd ask if she had a free 20 minutes so I could at least try it.
She led me upstairs. I layed down. Closed my eyes. And just kind of waited.
I didn't feel anything. My mind was wandering so I went to meditating.
I could hear her as she progressed from my head to my chest.
A slight touch.
Then she broke the silence.
I don't know what occurred or what she truly is (being a skeptic on so much).
She heard him. She said things only he would know.
At first I kept my eyes closed thinking "This is reiki?!"
Then I went into "What does she know?!"
Then she continued to slam me with facts....court worthy facts that washed away any doubt.
Her hand shook on my arm.
She continued to spit out things that opened the well to my emotions like only Michael could do.
It was my Demi moment. He Swayzee-d her like she was Whoopi.
It was..... I don't know. It was real.
20 minutes turned into over an hour.
She wasn't a medium or clairvoyant, nor sought out.
It was something I'll never forget. It was something that has reaffirmed all the crazy things so few believed. It was him.
Madly in love.
And now I sound completely mad ;) but honestly, I feel so drenched in love and assurance that I find it hard to stop smiling.
They're here. Undoubtedly. All around. Listening. Lifting. Loving.
He hears me when I talk to him at night. He's there with Charlie. He wants me to get up off my butt and outside more! He chose to spend his spirit-life as my guide. And we have lived many lifetimes together in the past and will again. Our love transcends time, plains, everything.
This I know.