Tuesday, June 25, 2013
Extremely late and incredibly sorry
That and I have some epic crap going on behind the scenes ... one thing to do with the fall out from Greg's death (still) and the other to do with my brother's health (send him good vibes on Friday please).
While I have found some time to have fun these school holidays (ie - go out and take photos), I feel like I have a massive concrete block hanging over my head as I wait for Friday to be gone.
I can't go into details but the thought of going back into the hell of the facts has got me dredging up the hard stuff that I don't think about.
I know he is dead, but this stuff gets me thinking about the *how* of his death. My nightmares ( can you have day-mares because this stuff comes when I am not asleep) are not pretty. The horror is something I don't think I will ever be rid of .... so I stuff it to the back of my mind.
So sorry for my late post today. I hope that by next week I won't feel like I am being crushed under the weight of my world.